as a matter of fact, my drinking excercises are getting too frequent.
my russian friend, i haven't heard anything from over last couple of month, called me today asking for help.
'mel, there's nobody else i can go with it to,' he told me, 'nobody esle i can tell my password - it's the same everywhere: in social networks, on my credit card, on all the accounds - everywhere.'
he told me his password and explained what i was supposed to do. i did everything.
and since i miss the guy and i'm so interested in what's happening with him and know nothing, the idea and the opportunity of going through his e-mails was very alluring.
but after his speech about him trusting me, the first thing i did after doing what he asked me to was i pressed the 'log out' button.
and it felt right.
this feeling is always so welcome.
when it feels right. it's rare, but so pleasant.
for me it's the only sure sign of me doing something that's worth it, of making right decisions and moving in the right direction.
sometimes you just go for it and it doesn't really make sense even in your head.
but it feels right. nevertheless. regardless.
so right that you can't even make yourself analyze the reasons and consequences.
and this sign has always proved itself right.