did i tell you i tend to get really attached to people?
yeah, i bet it's not that evident since i move from city to city and from country to coutry from some people to completely new ones.
but every time it's very difficult. and in some ways my moves are caused or at least inspired by people of the most importance.
place, background, agenda, job, things - i can change all of these.
but when it comes to people it's very difficult.
and now that i finally realized over the past couple of weeks that leroy seems to be an integral part of my life
to think of the possibility of going back to russia and leaving him behing is definitely not that pleasant.
И не могу сказать, что не могу
жить без тебя - поскольку я живу.
Как видно из бумаги. Существую..
(c) J.B.
i would be able to go back, to live without leroy, i know.
but i so don't want to be obliged to do that.