nobody liked my song from previous post??? oh, that's pity! !!
i liked it! and i'm self-rigorous!
and an answer from father to a link to that song was ansolutely predictable, 'is that what we sent you out there for??'.
and my mum repeated i should've pursued my musical studies. she's always dreamed of me being a student of music conservatory and becoming a musician, a famous violin player.
but as for me 10 years of music school was definitely enough.
althouth we always regret missed chances. me especially. i never regret something i did, but always regret something i didn't but could have done.
making a choice have always been the most complicated task for me.
once i decide to do something it gets much easier, but this decision-making is enough to make my brain reel.
i'm invited for an italian lunch by my fellow Ake.
'why italian?', i asked.
'cause a junk food lunch wouldn't sound so tempting', he shaked his head.
'so we're having a pizza?'.
'smart russian. yep, babe!', he's delighted.
i've got 15 more minutes in the library and i'm off to go.