a girl sarah was crying and sobbing violently after a break up with the latest love of her life.
i'm bad at comforting people. at least i feel uncomfortable while doing it. it's usually about you balancing on the edge between pious perjury also known as lying and being unable to say anything.
and i don't know her very well.
but still she needed someone and there hasn't been anybody around except for me.
so i tdied to do my best.
and then she asked, 'so what's this all about, amelfa? the whole love thing. it's about the commitment?'.
'no', i replied, 'the commitment is not i guess the primary concern'.
'then what is?', she insisted.
'i'm not an expert, sarah, you know. as a matter of fact i doubt can be called experienced at all', i confided.
'but what is it about for you?'.
'maybe it's about having a feeling that what you have is not good and comfortable for now but is just good. all the way, you know. and don't misunderstand me - it's not some guarantees i'm talking about since i hardly believe in these - it's just this insoluble feeling you have', i said finally.
and has found myself coming to something important in my head.