yeah, almost forgot.
i was invited for a friday night poker again which made me feel soooo gosh good.
but their buy-in now costs 100$. and i simply can't afford it at the moment.
and gambling is not something where all this being nice and girlish stuff counts.
it's whether you play on equal terms or you're out. nothing in between.
so enough of sniveling.
i have to work.
and there's something alse i'd wanted to tell but forgot.
oh, right.
it's so much better to speak english! by comparison with russian.
it feels so easy, so comfortable, you feel being free, not locked in all this extentional pathos and tight words.
i like it. i really do.