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5.56 a.m.
i can't sleep. can't sleep. can't can't can't sleep.
it's been a week.
and i still can't sleep.
even with sleeping pills.
i'm lying in my bed and listening to ilya's playlist.
then i stand up and do what i have to do till next night.
then i lie down again, lie for a few hours, here comes the morning, i stand up and go to mit.
over and over again.
jarr is afraid i'm lacking awareness and i really do. i don't really pay attention to what's going on around me.
it all comes from so far away.
like i'm under the water and the world is on the surface.
i hardly hear them, and all what's hapening is like in a slow motion.
it's time to 'wake up'. and start studying.
but call his brother first. and sound cheerful.

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