Всё начинается с чьей-либо мечты
I seems like i'll be offered a scholarship in MIT (Massachusetts Institute of Technology). So that's where i'll be attending next fall then.
I'll do my best to make this happen.
But another part of me is in doubts: is it what i really want or just a cowardly way to run away from myself?
My sister says it's not gonna solve any of my problems in second case. She may be right.
Literature keeps telling us that what we're looking for all over the world is always so close - in ourselves, we just have to look inside properly.
But i had to move to St.Petersburg to find myself two years ago. Isn't it a counterexample?
Maybe we need all these long rides, tortuous pathes and fast corners to find something that's always been right in front of us?
Maybe these long ways round are nessecary for us to manage to see everything clearly from afar?
I'll do my best to make this happen.
But another part of me is in doubts: is it what i really want or just a cowardly way to run away from myself?
My sister says it's not gonna solve any of my problems in second case. She may be right.
Literature keeps telling us that what we're looking for all over the world is always so close - in ourselves, we just have to look inside properly.
But i had to move to St.Petersburg to find myself two years ago. Isn't it a counterexample?
Maybe we need all these long rides, tortuous pathes and fast corners to find something that's always been right in front of us?
Maybe these long ways round are nessecary for us to manage to see everything clearly from afar?