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after a night of drinking you wake up in the morning.
pretty obvious, yeah. still quite optimistic though.
and when you wake up you don't usually feel bad, no, you feel okay.
but you recall the previous night. you drinking.
nothing to be embarrassed by, nope.
but you think to yourself: what the fuck?
is that the best i can do - to spend my time drinking and sniveling?
is that all what i'm capable of? is that what i'm here for?
what my parents raised me for?
and right here you hit the right answer: hell, no!
and you recall your friend leaving in the morning and telling you,
'amelfa, right now i'm going to sleep, but let me tell you you're tipsy. very tipsy. please don't do anything stupid, okay? it's alluring, i know. but don't, okay?'.
you smile.
and get a grip. finally.
i'm talking about my mid-week here.
and what do i have now?
i'm working, willing to get a car sometime in future, i'm studying.
i'm reading 'autumn in new york' sсript which is far different from the movie.
literally speaking wills is the first man for not so innocent charlotte there.
they're intuiting so much together, new for both of them which might seem weird at first but still.
and i remember myself, already a divorcee, telling alexander 'teach me' in bed - not on our first night together but in the very beginning. and me being embarrassed.
and i remember him being concerned and attentive especially after i told him that.
and that makes me smile, not cry.
and that's good.
very very good.
pretty obvious, yeah. still quite optimistic though.
and when you wake up you don't usually feel bad, no, you feel okay.
but you recall the previous night. you drinking.
nothing to be embarrassed by, nope.
but you think to yourself: what the fuck?
is that the best i can do - to spend my time drinking and sniveling?
is that all what i'm capable of? is that what i'm here for?
what my parents raised me for?
and right here you hit the right answer: hell, no!
and you recall your friend leaving in the morning and telling you,
'amelfa, right now i'm going to sleep, but let me tell you you're tipsy. very tipsy. please don't do anything stupid, okay? it's alluring, i know. but don't, okay?'.
you smile.
and get a grip. finally.
i'm talking about my mid-week here.
and what do i have now?
i'm working, willing to get a car sometime in future, i'm studying.
i'm reading 'autumn in new york' sсript which is far different from the movie.
literally speaking wills is the first man for not so innocent charlotte there.
they're intuiting so much together, new for both of them which might seem weird at first but still.
and i remember myself, already a divorcee, telling alexander 'teach me' in bed - not on our first night together but in the very beginning. and me being embarrassed.
and i remember him being concerned and attentive especially after i told him that.
and that makes me smile, not cry.
and that's good.
very very good.